Lets complain some more QQ

Regret. That's whats on my mind.

I've got more things to be happy about then I have to be mad about. 

Why am I so unsatisfied? Why can't I focus on my accomplishments and move past 

my shortcomings...

Maybe you have the same problem. I honestly don't care cause no one truly cares about 

anyone else more than themselves. At least I don't believe so. Prove me wrong. Please.

Is it better to focus on why I got that one B+ in music appreciation or an A in calculus? 

Surely the A is much more impressive but yet that B+ looms over me. Almost mocking 

me... go away please. Music Appreciation... MUSIC APPRECIATION! Who cares?

The win over Bingham. Region victory and now on fast track for Region Championship 

and a first place seed in playoffs. But oh wait Timpview, Pre-season game that in the long run 

doesn't mean too much. My dreams taunt me.

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I'm thinking about how I wish I could change. I ache to relive my past but can't. 

I'm thinking about my fears. Why am I so afraid of everyone?

I'm thinking about why it's never good enough. 

Why is mind so furiously trying to get better but my body is complacent with mediocrity?

I'm thinking if I should even write this. Does anyone even read these? I don't need the A necessarily,

but I'm walking to the water so I might as well get the carrot while I'm there right?

I'm thinking about what others think of me. Why am I so self conscious. Does everyone really want 

me to fail?

I'm thinking about success. The word. I'm not sure how to get there but it sure sounds nice.